Christmas Is For The Innocent

 

Several years ago, I came across this story published in the New York Daily News by Karen Zautyk. She is a former Editorial Board member there who originally wrote this for her father, John. I think it captures the essence of Christmas being most of all…for the innocent.

O, Little Lamb…Who Made Thee?

It was cold in the stable that night and the animals were huddled together for warmth. The cows and the oxen and the donkeys.

And one little lamb.

Sad, scrawny little lamb, born lame and frail. Too frail to be out with the flock in the fields. The shepherds had carried it into the stable where it would be safe from the wind and the wolves, for both the wolves and the wind came down from the hills with fierceness in the wintertime.

The lamb had food and shelter but that was not enough. It was lonely. Separated from its mother, it felt unloved. The other animals tried to be kind but they had no time. During the day they were busy working. The cows had milk to make, the oxen had earth to plow, and the donkeys had carts to pull.

At night they were all very tired. They’d feed upon the fodder and then go right to bed. None would talk, none would play. None would even sing a lullaby to a lamb that needed comfort. Every night the lamb would cry, and be told to hush, for its bleats disturbed their sleep.

Thus, that night, the lamb cried without making a sound as it had learned to do. And it looked at the strangers who were sharing the stable.  At the man, who held the woman’s hand and spoke to her so softly. And especially at the woman, who spoke not at all.

Huddled together, the animals slept, and eventually the lamb slept too.

And the night was silent.

But then, in the darkest hour, there was no more darkness and no more silence. There was the cry of a baby. And the stable shone with the brightest of lights, and there were voices ringing in the air.

The animals, shaken from their dreams, were frightened. They stamped their hooves and tossed their heads and made their frightened-animal noises…but the light was so lovely and the voices so beautiful it wasn’t long before they quieted and began to lose their fear.

And when the light had dimmed to a glow and the voices were only an echo, there in the manger they saw the baby…and their eyes went wide with wonder.

The animals murmured but would not approach until the woman beckoned. Then, one by one, the beasts came forward. All, that is, except the lamb…which was only a baby itself and still terribly afraid. Forgotten by the others, it trembled in a corner and tried to hide beneath the hay.

But. the baby in the manger was trembling too. The cold of the night had returned and the baby had started to shiver. When the animals saw this, they huddled closer about the crib.

The man took off his cloak and made a blanket of it, but the cloak was thin and threadbare and provided little warmth. The woman held the baby to her breast. He shivered still…and she began to weep.

And the lamb, which knew what weeping meant, lifted itself from the hay. Though it was still afraid…it left its hiding place. It made its way among the legs of the bigger beasts until it stood beside the woman…and it laid its head against her knee.

And the softest of hands reached down and stroked its wool.

And the gentlest of hands picked it up and tucked it into the manger straw…and tucked the baby in beside it…and covered them both with the cloak. The baby snuggled near and smiled…and closed his eyes.

And the lamb was very glad it had learned to cry without making a sound. Because it was crying now and didn’t want to wake the child.

But the lamb wasn’t crying because it was sad. It was crying because, at last, it didn’t feel alone. Or afraid. Or unloved.

Then the lamb closed its eyes too.

And the woman sang a lullaby.

 

Picture Courtesy New York Daily News

Devotion To Devotionals

My blogging process is not complex…write a post…publish a post…think upon what the next post should be. I rarely have anything else in the creative pipeline underway. Sure, I have ideas swirling of what I would like to write about next, but I like to stay in the moment and get inspired about which specific direction to go in.

Inspiration came this past week from bloggers who wrote of their faith, as well as the tools they utilize to fuel it. And since I’ve never posted anything about religious beliefs until now, it could likely be defined as divine inspiration.

I am a person who, when finding something I like, tend to stick with it. I get laser-focus devotion to foods that taste great, tools that perform effortlessly…and words that elevate me.

I have not been to church in years, long ago assuming the title of Lapsed Methodist. Still, I pray every day, and for over twenty years two daily devotional books have been a part of those prayers. One arrived a couple of years before the other, but since they have become a pair, they have been both quite inseparable…and a wonderful part of my routine.

My parents made sure I got to church every Sunday, got to vacation bible school every Summer, and helped build a religious foundation for me. When my parents divorced some years later, looking back now I realize I simultaneously separated from my religious beliefs. And of course, when we are young, many of us think we can do it all by ourselves anyway.

When these devotionals came into my life, they pretty much represented the return of religion being important 24/7 in my life. While it may sound unusual to re-read these two books each year instead of seeking out new works, these publications have great meaning because they arrived at a period in my life when I needed to pivot, and get more serious about “walking the walk and talking the talk” with regards to living my faith.

Their continued existence, and their continuing part of my regular routine, remind me of where I was…where I am…and most importantly…where I am going. Each person believes what they choose to believe, and what or whom to believe in. All I know is when I read these short stories and the Biblical references that inspire them, they inspire me.

Hope For Each Day by Billy Graham and God’s Little Daily Devotional from Honor Books both reside in my upper left-hand desk drawer with my Bible. It only seems appropriate they all share the same space, especially since sometimes I want to “dig deeper” and reference the source material of what makes the devotionals special in the first place.

I micro-pray throughout each day, but in dedicated moments with these books I also make my intercessory prayers, praying for anyone whom I know of who is in need. I have found some points and counterpoints regarding also praying for the deceased. I don’t know how you feel about that. For me, while I understand their fates have long been determined, I still like to pray for my departed loved ones as well.

I have always subscribed to the idea of keeping a person’s memory alive in prayer, and if I am the last person here speaking their name, I enjoy that “responsibility.” And, stories and scriptures within these books remind me of the deceased as often as the living.

I have kept being devoted to these two devotionals…and kept the faith.

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